My Mother used to be quite a drunk, drinking until she Blacked Out. Sometimes at the bar, sometimes she made it home. My Brother is 13 years older and

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My Mother used to be quite a drunk, drinking until she Blacked Out. Sometimes at the bar, sometimes she made it home.

My Brother is 13 years older and told me all the stories of her coming home wasted and then passed out in the Kitchen, bathroom, etc… He would have to manage her to the bedroom, and undress her from her going out clothes and try and get her in a nightgown etc..

Well I found out my Brother was well into puberty and he would get excited seeing her naked. Finally he gave in to his desires and started using our Mother for his s***** gratification. He told me it became a regular thing and he would look forward to her coming home so he could strip her and have his way. She would wake up in the morning just thinking she had random s** with someone at the bar.

Well after (he said 50-60 times) without protection, she ended up prego. He did not know it was his child, and she went ahead and had it thinking it was my Fathers doing. We found out later, Dad knew it was not his as he had a vasectomy years before,..

When the baby boy was born and as he grew up, we could see my Brother in his facial features. Eventually my Brother got a secret DNA test, and confirmed it was his Son with our Mother. I was so disgusted to learn he had had s** with our Mother and made a Baby by r***** her while she was passed out.

New Confession

When I was younger, about 16, I was insatiable and as a result of having my first anonymous hookup with another kid that was 16 (off omegle of all things) I sought to have more.
In this effort I downloaded Grindr and lied about being 18, eventually finding someone who hosted an anon darkroom not even 5 minutes away and who was more than happy leaving their door unlocked and a** ready. After I was invited over and tentatively entered their place I immediately set about u*********, going to nothing in a minute and slowly started up the steps to his room. Once in his room I was approached in the dark by him – a 30-something yr old man who was equally as naked but twice my size – and he reached down and started to blow me once he settled on his knees. Within minutes once I was sufficiently erect I prodded him onto the bed and had him bend over, eventually sliding in without any additional lubrication and begun to – at the age of 16 – f*** this older mans a**. I went for about 20 minutes by my estimation and slowly over the course of the f****** went from doggy, to sideways to having him lie fully down whilst I went to town on him.
Eventually I finished in him and got up and left. Once home I gushed to him about how much fun it was and how I appreciated him taking a chance with me, with some more conversation eventually leading to my age being revealed and – to my own surprise – him revealing that he’d prefer it if we kept going in spite of it. I’d meet him continuously, probably once to 3 times a month or even multiple times in the same week until I moved away at 18. I never saw his face but I remember being inside him so vividly.

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