I’m just now getting this off my chest. I have just recently turned 17, and I’ve never been struggling more with my mental health. I am a male. The

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I’m just now getting this off my chest. I have just recently turned 17, and I’ve never been struggling more with my mental health. I am a male. The situation I need help with is that I feel like my mom has betrayed me. I just want to clarify, I love my mom so much. She is a single mom and she’s done a lot for me. The issue that I’ve been having is that she is a conventionally attractive woman (not the issue) and she is VERY flirty. To the point where she has started to flirt with the seniors at my school when we go to football games. Boys that are literally one year older than me. I mentioned to her that I thought it was weird and it bothered me, but she just laughed it off and assured me it was just playful. Well now it’s gotten even worse to where I saw her talking and laughing with a kid who used to bully me back in middle school after a football game. We’ll call him James. James is one year older than me and he made my life HELL in all of middle school and most of my freshman year of Highschool. He hasn’t really bullied me my Sophomore or Junior year which I am thankful for. But it was BAD in middle school. I don’t want to go into details, but he’s done things to me that have caused serious trauma. My mom is completely aware of how James has negatively affected my mental health and was there for me and stood up for me when he basically beat me up everyday at school. He kind of just stopped towards the end of my freshman year, with no talks between me and him, or apologies. Which I don’t mind cutting communication off completely since I hate him. Back to the football game, I saw her laughing and talking with him when the game was over, and placing her hand on his arm for a couple of seconds and then saying bye and walking away. I was shocked to see this given how we are NOT friends by any stretch of the imagination and the s*** he’s done to me. I immediately asked her why she was talking to him, and she said she thought we were “good” now. I am pissed at this point but I calm down internally and tell her that we will never be “good”. She nodded understandably and said she was sorry, which I appreciated and chalked it up to a misunderstanding. That was in October. Fast forward to a week ago, my mom and James have started following each other on nearly every social media app. And liking each others posts. I am furious and quite frankly feel betrayed by my mom. I don’t know if I’m overreacting, but let’s just say James wasn’t just some kid who was “mean” to me and outgrew it. James has done very cruel things to me physically and mentally. He is a very disturbed person in my opinion and I know his home life is awful. And my mom basically forgetting all of that happened and talking to him at his games, plus following him on social media makes me feel like complete s***. I’m extremely depressed and feel like I have no one to go to. I’ve been having panic attacks all week due to this. And I’m scared to bring it up to my mom just for her to say I’m overreacting. Please help me.

New Confession

I was at a big casino in LV daytime so it was empty. I went to the Mens room to pee, and when I was done a older Handicap drives in on his scooter to go to the bathroom. He was having trouble to open the Handicap stall door and drive into the cubicle. He said hey can I get some help here.

So I went down there to hold the door open, and he drives inside and parks it. I was going to shut the door and he says he appreciated it but he could use more help. I am like Jeez, ok and go inside and close the door and he stands up near the toilet and ask for help to get his pants down to pee, weird but I helped him undo and drop his pants, then his shorts… he just looks at me and says I need help to aim it. I like buddy really, and he just smiles and says yes please.

So there I am am holding his P#nis and it is pretty good size and helping him aim it as he goes to the bathroom… as he is doing it, he starts getting hard in my hand… by the time he is finished he is fully hard, and I have to say pretty impressive. I shake it and I told him wow that is pretty big. He laughed and smiled and said glad you are impressed with it. He said, I hate to ask you, but it has been quite a while, and I would really appreciate it if you would play with it a little and help me release.

I looked down at his monster, and thought sure why not. He stood against the stall wall and I was stroking it for him (hoping it would be quick) and he closes his eyes and is moaning in the stall… He puts his hand on my head and pushes it down towards his Monster and tells me come on boy, you know what I really need and smiles.

AT this point I was kind of impressed by his boldness and the size of his monster. I let him push down on my head and then dropped to my knees and started giving him oral. He was thrusting and trying to get all of his 8″+ into my mouth, with it’s nice mushroom head. I was lost in what he was making me do… I went at it the best I could and swallowed nearly all of it when he said out loud that’s it boy, s#ck it, swallow all my c**… and he pumped away into my wet mouth. I felt so dirty being used like that. But also enjoyed the experience. I helped him get dressed and he thanked me and we both left the bathroom and went our own way…

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As a child I was spanked and punished for liking boys and young teen boys or adult young men and forced to watch sesame street instead. So I humped a plush toy I stead when I was aged 11- 29 as couldn’t break into the fark set , but advice to parents is keep your kids s******* down cus there are more rewards for you.