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I have a very very.. bad confession to share tonight. I have a secret that no one knows about. I am having an affair with a married man. I’ve heard about this happening and yet I never thought I’d be one to make my own story about it. I’m not even going to try to defend myself in this post, I’m just going to tell you the nitty gritty. He’s married, and I’ve been in my relationship for 15 years. We’ve been having this affair for like 4 years now. We sneak out and f*** in parking lots, hotels, in the backseat, anywhere we won’t get caught. He originally said ‘no feelings, were just here to f***’ and now he’s the one catching feels wanting to get me pregnant so we can really be together. He has money, I have money. We both have status, would be a great team and make beautiful babies. But I have my ego, and an image to uphold. If my secret were to get out, I’d.. I’d lose face. I’m the perfect example of a perfect citizen. Successful, beautiful, kind, generous, owning multiple businesses and properties. If this were to get out… I don’t know. I’d be in a lot of s***. Somedays I think, should I break this affair off, but he already has so much evidence against me. We’ve made films, and shared photos. And I know he’s not one who give up easily. I’m starting to consider having a child, because I need someone to pass everything that I’ve worked for down to. Now the struggle is, do I continue with my current relationship and have a child with the secure less successful long term partner. Or do I pursue a possibly bigger future with the unsure new option. I could lose it all with the second option, and yet it could also be so much better. I’m actually so selfish, why can’t I just have both.

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Last night my parents had a dinner party for some of their friends. Usually they are lame and I do something to get out of the house. I was out with friends and when I got home I was surprised how many people were still here. I said hello to everyone and went upstairs to my room. About 10 minutes later one of my parents friends came into my room. I’ve known him and his wife since as long as I can remember but was still very surprised when he just walked into my room. He was drunk and rambling and I was just being the polite girl I always am when he grabbed my arm which surprised me. He pulled me down to the floor and unzipped his pants before I like even realized what was going on. Then I saw it. He was bigger than anyone I’ve ever seen. He was uncut which I’ve only seen one other time and he was really hairy. I went from being scared to turned on and when he put his hand on my head he didn’t have to do much. I took him in my mouth and he grew. Like the biggest guy I’ve ever been with by a lot. He started talking dirty calling me names and it just made me hotter. He finished in my mouth and it was like a gallon. I had to swallow like five or six times to get it all. I was looking up at him sort of in shock when he slapped my face with it and told me I did a good job. Then he zipped up and walked out. I went downstairs like a half hour later and people were leaving including him. His wife hugged me as they were leaving. I could literally still taste her husband in my mouth as his wife hugged me. I just woke up this morning and it’s all I can think about.

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