I still feel the same way with ‘M’ too, loving him to where I make myself sick despise him being with another.
Still deeply and madly in love with him for 10 years now, yet, not knowing if he ever felt the same at one point before dating ‘A’ .
I still adore your flaws ‘M’ that I can gently kiss your scar above your belly, lick the veins on your hands, forearm & tease your n****** on your chest with my lips and tongue.