I intentionally looked at images of women wearing s******* dildos and putting them in men’s buttholes and their mouths and I masturbated and I was selfish prideful lazy disrespectful feminine pathetic disgusting unloving unmerciful irresponsible manipulative divisive ungrateful immature irresponsible I became drunk I used profanity I lied and I had worldly sorrow resentment I gossiped and I was hypocritical