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I went away to school to find out if I was gay. I got involved in the gay community on campus and had several lovers. Mostly, well all, more dominant women. I got more and more girly as the time went by, I liked wearing dresses and frilly bras and p******. I fell for this one girl, she was a graduating senior. She was assertive and dominant and I liked being her girlfriend.

After college, I had to return home and live with my parents until I had a job that allowed me to get an apartment. I met a man, more or less, I got introduced to a man who was older and he told me he didn’t want to waste my time. He wanted children, he wanted a wife who understood the dynamic between a man and woman, not someone he fought every night. I agreed to marry him, if he bought me a house. I didn’t want to live in an apartment, much less have a child living in an apartment. I’m married now and think about my days in college, they were so much fun, and I miss being able to just lay back and be a girl and have another girl make love to me.

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I graduated high school in Portland Oregon 1968. By that time I had three kids with two married women. S** was so easy without all the Christian laws influencing social norms. My first was with moms best friend when I was 14, mom and her had a t******** with her infertile husband a few times. Mom being a Mexican National made a living anyway she could including street walking on Burnside. I drove down wearing sunglasses and hat to see what she looked like on the street. She was so hot with her boots, minnie skirt and see through blouse. She didn’t expect it to be me, being 15 I didn’t have a license yet and took the neighbors Datsun pickup. I’m big for my age since my sperm donor dad’s family came from Denmark. Mom left her purse out with hundreds of dollars so I stole 300. I planned to pay mom for s** with it anyway. The next night I drove Burnside an hour looking for mom then had to fill the pickup with gas. I finally saw her a half hour later and stopped to ask “How Much”. She didn’t answer at first looking at me and asked how much you got kiddo. I said 250 so she got in and told me where to drive. She took the money so I didn’t say anything while giving it to her, she let me mount her from behind no condom. it was weird I cried when I came inside her, she hugged me and asked for a ride home. When we got home she asked how I knew where she lived. She watched lie and squirm then offered free s**, but when I thought I was going to get it again she let me know she knew who I was after we had s** and asked where I got the money. I told her out of her purse, she was madder I stole the pickup and paid her with her own money than doing her. We didn’t have s** very often but after that night she was seducible. When she was young in Mexico she had been used as a bargaining item so s** was no big deal except it feels great. Now I’m old and have kids I’ve never been able to talk to, I wish I could do something for them so they would know me.

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