I think I have ocd or something.

If I get one bad grade on a single test it stresses out enough that I end up obsessing over it. I stop trying and feel “why bother?” Then I start failing everything.

If I make a mistake at work and my boss calls me out on it I get so upset to the point I cry and I quit.

If I find a tiny speck under my screen protector I have to fight the urge to lift and clean it. I used up all the tape in my house trying to make my protectors perfect and I ruined all of them. I have only one screen left and again I spotted a speck. I must ignore it because if I screw this up and I will no screen protectors and risk scratching my beautiful screen.

Sometimes I feel like if things can be perfect I should just destroy them altogether or give up entirely. It haunts me. I sometimes want to just fling my body over a cliff due to things not being perfect, to the letter, on the d**, pristine, etc.

What do you think is wrong with me?