I finally broke down during a class on Friday….I couldn’t hold any more emotion in for any longer….and for once….it seemed like things were back to what they once were. I finally had my best friend back. Even if it was only for a few minutes.

I feel so…stupid for allowing myself to sit there and sob while everyone looked on. I haven’t done that in at least two years and certainly not while anyone was around. But, if I hadn’t, they wouldn’t have come to my aid first, wouldn’t have known how badly I have been suffering and I wouldn’t have had the chance to savour our companionship.

I know the feeling of normalcy won’t last, as soon as their significant other comes back it will be as if it never happened, but it was nice to know that they’re still here for me.