i am young and poorly put together but i feel like i have to accept that i am too much for anyone to love me, less alone love me in the way that i want to

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i am young and poorly put together but i feel like i have to accept that i am too much for anyone to love me, less alone love me in the way that i want to be loved, which is already complex, weirdly specific, contradictory, and probably a little toxic or abusive. i have been to multiple therapists, and have genuinely left them speechless every time. i have taken different medications and different combinations. i take a combination of lexapro, wellbutrin, and hydroxyzine. i smoke.

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So the c*** cops think it;s funny for someone to be forced upon drugs that actually cause harm and stuff for reasons that are fake and they know it’s too and rub it in.

Talk about pieces of s*** that should die after being forced onto drug for b******* “reasons” themselves

Oh yeah and they f****** connive with people that aren’t even real doctors to diagnose you with fake stuff.

Hopefully every cop and guard and “doctor” of Oshawa Dies horribly And Austin Eady Is gong to sue the absolute christ out of all of you s*** stains. F****** pieces of filth

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