my boyfriend is an alcoholic. he keeps telling me hes going to cut back on drinking, only to get wasted the same night. when he drinks, he gets mean but hes never hit me. but i cant do it anymore, i just want to tell him to leave but he has nowhere to go. im tired of feeling like i have to stay silent when he drinks, im tired of always cleaning up after him. i just want to be done with it, but i still love him. when hes sober hes actually sweet and loving, but that only last so long before hes drinking and being an a******. i dont know what to do anymore.