I won’t make it through school. I’m not smart enough. I’m not talented enough. And everyone here is much more talented than me. I want this so badly, but I feel like every class I go to is an uphill battle. I end up making so many excuses for myself when it doesn’t go well, then I berate myself for making excuses, then I tell berate myself for berating myself. If the professor doesn’t say its perfect than all I hear is negativity, even if they do say my work has some good qualities to it. I feel bad for feeling bad about an education I don’t deserve. I’m going to let everyone down.