my sister’s boyfriend’s best friend. kind of cheesy. super cliche. but of course i am head over heels desperate to get to know him better. apparently relationships only really work when the guy falls harder than the girl, so i am doing my best to stay calm but i feel ridiculous. i lash out when im scared of getting hurt and come across as witty but too sharp. i dont want to scare him off, i dont want to annoy him, and i really dont want him to think of me as a little sister. i just want him.