I have so much pain and hate in my heart and soul these days. Ive never been as bitter as i am now.
I was at a 2 day training workshop thing for work last week in a hotel. We all had evening meal together then a few drink and chat, ended up back in my room with a nice girl from anothet team. Had a good night together and both woke up early and I started getting friendly sort off , thought we had time for another go but she said she needed to get up. She got out of bed and went to the bathroom absolutely naked, went in the bathroom and sat on the toilet with the door wide open and had a big crap then got up and wiped herself, came out and got dressed and left. Did the training together on day 2 and she didn’t even mention the night before or the toilet thing.
Saw a girl in a public bathroom yesterday. Tan suit, yellow low-top Converse, dirty blonde hair. She was pretty, hot, gorgeous—literally my perfect girl 😭. I wanted to say hi so bad, but I’m way too shy for that, so I just stood there and said nothing. Now I can’t stop thinking about her and wondering what would’ve happened if I’d actually talked to her. 💛✨