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I’m a Christian who struggles with same s** attraction

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My Father told me to get out of his house. I am only 14 and kind of a screw up. He says I am a lazy good for nothing, so I packed a bag and left. I had no place to go and none of my friends would take me in to their family house. I hitched a ride and made it down to my Uncles house (mobile home) about 20 miles away.

I knocked and he answered and I said I need a place to stay, can I stay with you. He let me in and pointed to an empty bedroom with a mattress on the floor and he said you can stay here for a while, rent is $200 per month.. I said OK thanks. (with zero $ in my pocket)

Glad to have a roof over my head with someone I knew. I had no job and no money, so I did not eat much and did my best to clean his place (it was a mess) and mow the lawn, take out the trash etc. It was just me and him and he worked 10 hours a day, so I pretty much had the place to myself.

One night I hear him come home and banging around, he is in his room, then my door busts wide open and he is naked, and seems drunk. He is hard down there, and tells me the rent is due, where is my F#cking money? I told him I was sorry but at 14 I have no job yet and was trying to help out around the house because I did not have rent. He starts yelling at me, and tells me he is not my Dad and I need to pay rent right now or get out.

I explain I got no money at all. I ask for more time and promise to get a job and pay him. He yells rent is due now. He says if you can’t pay rent then you will pay like the B#tches pay, get on your knees and take care of this, and points down to his hard member. He walks over towards me on the mattress and tells me to get started NOW! I am begging him and telling him I am not into guys. He yells RENT IS DUE NOW, get to work or get out the door.

It was late, I had no money and no place to go, I had done this once with a friend of mine on a lost dare. So I got on my knees and put it in my mouth. He grabbed my head and was rough shoving it in and out, then finally he released in my mouth. I gagged on it, and he yelled to shut up and swallow. When he was done, he said that was a $50 payment towards rent due. I was to pay rent weekly from now on either in cash or service to him.

I so it went on for months this way, every Friday he would come to my room for the rent payment. I was expected to pay or service him. One night I got in position on my knees to service him, and he said my rent is past due and ordered me on my hands and knees… he took me from behind, it hurt like hell as he forced it inside me and rammed it in and out with no lube at all, just spit. When he would finish inside of me, he would pull out and then make me give him an oral clean up. I hated that, as his thing was dirty from inside of me.

The next month he left a shopping bag of used lingerie, nylons, and lipstick with a note to dress up from now on in the eves I was was to walk around in lingerie with stockings and lipstick on because I was a useless B#tch that did not pay rent. So every night before he got home from work, I would be dressed up and try and look nice. I would even try and cook stuff and have dinner ready.

I am now my Uncle’s B#tch, and he uses me on a regular basis for his needs. AT least he got some lube which makes it not hurt so much. Lately a few of his buddies have been coming over, and they see me dressed up and take me to the bedroom and make me do stuff. I am pretty sure he is selling my services to them. I have no way out, no way to escape my situation, I just need to do as I am told and be a willing Wh#re for their use.

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