it hurts like hell when you trust someone enough to open up to someone and they don’t get it. she is always there for me except when i need her the most: when she has hurt me. she is SO on and off, because one second we’ll be better than fine, the next she’s walking up to me, calling me a snitch and telling me all about how horrible snitches are. what is the word to describe how you feel when it’s not that you’re heartbroken, you’re just tired, betrayed, broken, screaming inside, barely holding in tears because they would never get it, crying alone while writing a post no one will see? i need that word right now.
