I’m starting to lose it, I can’t bare with anything anymore. It feels like I’ve lost control over my life, I have no idea what’s happening, I just want to disappear. I’ve had these thoughts for a week now, the thoughts faded away until now . I want to break every piece of furniture in this room, scream my voice box out. Inside my head I’ve lost it, outside I can’t even fake a smile anymore. It’s really starting to get to me