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I f****** can’t take it anymore. It has been almost 10 months now. I thought what we had was special. I know you are too young to know what love is but how in the f*** can you say I treated you like s*** when all I tried to do when we were together was make you happy? I came to your house when you wanted. I bought you things I thought you would like. I tried to do everything. Yeah maybe I wasn’t able to see you all the time because I work full time and I’m in college but the whole time I was so busy I was only doing it because I was trying to make a good future for me and you. Now we have nothing and it seems like you have moved on to some punk a** b**** who I know can’t provide for you like I can. But ya know what? F*** it. I’m tired of waiting for you to come around and see the light. I’m tired of waking up every. Single. F******. Morning. Thinking about you. Thinking just maybe today will be the day I hear from you again. F*** you. I could say here that I don’t give a f*** but that’s just lying to myself because all I can do is care for you. And you don’t give two fucks about me. I am sure once you and your nice new boyfriend decide to tie the knot there will come a day when you want some new d***. You’ll probably be just like your mom f****** dudes behind your husband’s back while he’s out there grinding and making the money just to take care of your s*** a** but hey like mother like daughter right? F***. You’re just so f****** unbelievable and yet I can’t get over you no matter what. I just want to say thank you for showing me that no matter how much you think you have a good girl she will always turn into a d*** craving w**** at the flip of a coin. You my love are my motivation to never let another woman get as close to me as you did to me. You are my motivation everyday to make something big of myself so maybe someday we’ll see each other and you can really know how much of a big f*** up you are. F***. Never thought it would have came to this. I will always love you. Good bye

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