I have a severe case of boy fever. It’s like as if every time I think,he’s always there. my craving for a boyfriend has never been more insatiable. I can’t stop. It’s like a drug, but ten times more addictive. Boys,boys,boys. That’s all that’s been on my mind. Not just any boy, but him. He’s the boy. Any other boy is like a filler for him. It’s like nothing else matters. I feel ravenous, and almost to the point to where I’m disgusted with myself. It’s like a plague, but more deadly. I need help, but I don’t want it. I know this is out of hand. There will now forever be a section of my mind dedicated to boys. Why is my mind betraying me like this? I feel like a freak,but at least I’m not alone.this s****. No one warned me about this awkward phase of my life that I can’t escape. It’s like a labyrinth made of boys.im clinically hopeless.

-niah