Im so scared of writing mannn this is getting so olddd ive got so many missing assignments bro!! thing is, Ive been capable of writing an essay in under an hour for a few years now. ANd yET this comes to be… it was a simple lack of self restraint which lead to me only scoring a 3 on the one exam that I had, like, an 80 percent chance of getting a 5 on-! Okay, it wasn’t that simple. That year was so bad. But still– if I’m at rock bottom, then what’s the problem with just giving something as simple as an essay a shot? I’ve got much less to lose in doing that!!!! EITHER WAY IM WRITING AN ESSAY TODAY. I WILL. FOR SURE. WRITE. IT. The passage I have to write it on captured my interest really well, but right when I thought that surely my ideas would flow freely as they used to because of this, my mind initiated the ultimate Ad-block of idea generators. Its telling me to stay the hell away from writing this essay. A self discipline score of undefined. I keep letting it do as it pleases… but not today, I guess. It’s kinda sad how writing timed essays is no longer a fun little challenge…but I don’t need it to be fun. I just need to take off, somehow. BUT DO I LOOK LIKE IM AN AIRPLANE. NO SIR, MAAM, SAAM. I SURE DONT
