I feel so guilty because I feel like I’m so lazy when i try to clean i just make more of a mess and i make no sense
I wonder if someone could love me for me, and try to understand me. I’ve been hurting my soul and my addiction is at a point i can’t even believe love is real so if someone actually did love me why drive me more into the dark rather than bringing me back. Im in pain and i wish i wasn’t
How im i to blame if i asked for help and i got s***** people who completely blame me and act like im the problem. I realize i need help but i don’t want anyone to because then the act like i owe them. -Laurence
