I don’t know if I have a crush on on a friend. It’s scary and i wish I was sure of my feelings – moreover, I wish I didn’t have any feelings for him. I haven’t dated anyone I’ve genuinely liked so I don’t really know how to do it properly and I fear it’d get all messed up. The most scary thing is I think these possible could-be-feels might be mutual and despite being completely and utterly obsessed with him, I can’t imagine dating him.