the girl i thought i should be with flew home today.
did i miss out? was she the one?
or is it all just inside my mind?
i’ve been so lost for so long i just don’t know anymore. the amazing thing is that i can put a facade on all this so people think i’m normal!!

when the reality is i am a s******* depraved scumbag who cheats on his wife regularly and fantasises about young girls (18+ of course!). i’m not a f****** paedo.