I’m under 18 still in school and i never crush on the boys at my school. My mom says it normal for teens to not have many crushes but idk all my friends get crush after crush and I don’t. It fells weird for everyone to be asking each other out and talking about who they like and Im just not doing that. The one crush I did have I kinda forced it, ya know fake it till ya make it. His friend said he liked and I was like I should like him back and then pretended to like him. When his friend told me I didn’t belive him tbh. But then he came up to us and said “what did you say to her?” He said back “I told her” with a lil smile the other didn’t look like he thought it was funny the walked off I then over heard him saying “why does it matter she’s just a girl” idk I thought if he likes me so should I but I don’t like him anymore it’s been a year. But i keep holding on cus I’ve never had one before I liked the feeling of butter flys talking to him and i want that feeling back it was nice felt warm but it’s so faint now I look around my class and I talk to boys but I never like them I feel like I can never get that feeling back. So I’m trying to talk to him so I can like him again we were acquaintances kinda Saif a Few sentences to each other if we were near each other we haven’t talked in 2 months tho it’s feels weird to go up to him for no reason so I wait to be seated next to him or have a reason to talk I’m pretty social but I get a lil bit shy around him

Anyways just talking/venting