I’m really missing an ex that I broke up with 6 months ago. I was doing just fine, we pretty much stopped talking but yesterday we interacted in real life for the first time, we played a tabletop game with a bunch of our friends and when I went home I just bawled my eyes out because seeing him and talking to him in person really hit different and made me miss what we had.
This thing is; we can’t be together. I mean, I broke up with him for a reason. We’re too different, we don’t have anything in common regarding our core values and beliefs, but he still loved me regardless of our differences and I wish I could be like that too but I just can’t. I can’t be with him but I miss him so much. A lot of the time, when I’m sad I imaging that I’m crying on his chest and he’s holding me tight and telling me everything is okay. But I can’t have that. These thoughts are wrong and unhealthy. I can’t have him no matter how much I want him. I mean I know I’ll get over him but I really miss what we had right now.
