i want to kill myself. for almost 1 year, ive stopped saying this because i wanted to get better. but now i feel like im at rock bottom but im pretty sure after 5 minutes of this pathetic time of my life, i’ll be back up like myself shortly. i want to kill myself. not because im sad or anything, i want to kill myself for what i am. for how i was made and or what i was forced to do. its like i want to star over at the very first time i was born. it really does depend on the environment of how the person acts. i dont wanna lie anymore. i hate everyone around me and thats making me kill myself. even my friends. i dont really plan much on spending my time with them too long. i just want to get peace for once. i want to kill myself for what i am right now.
