I’m genuinely tired of liking people just to hide it from them and not confess for years to come. This has happened to me twice and I feel like I’m wasting my time but I don’t even try to change it.

Now, I’m liking someone, someone nice, someone cool might I say. But I’m afraid it will turn into those long term love I had that always ended up one sided. I don’t know how to confess, to take risks. I wish I could but I could never seem to take up a courage to tell him how I felt. It’s only been a few months but I’m afraid that those few months will turn into years, just for me to regret not confessing my feelings for him.

Fine. I will confess to him, I will set a date. Fine. August 1. I will confess to him. Online. I wish I could have the courage to say it to him on our move up date.