next month is gonna s***. I have to have surgery . everyone is ignoring my illness and me. like mom, She gets pissed at everything. “Oh, ur 30 seconds late? Grounded for two weeks!” She throws a fit and gets mad when I cry, saying I had no right to. My crush should care but doesn’t and then I had pneumonia, and appendix/balance problems vomiting too and felt close to death. Then, my friend said she was pissed at me and to leave her alone for once. I tried to joke it off, but it hurt. Then she said just go away already. I never went to her for anything its always her on me picking… no wonder I am so ill.