I’m tired of feeling lonely. I’m tired of being a loser. I don’t know how much longer I can take this. I’m so sick of having friends that don’t really care. I’m tired of keeping who I am a secret. I’m tired of shutting myself away every night because I can’t take the pressure and just want to be myself, alone. I’m tired of pretending. I’m tired of being depressed. Of not feeling. Of pretending to be happy. I’m tired of hearing about relationships and feeling like I’m never good enough because no one has ever shown interest in me. I’m too ugly. Too boring. Too weird. I’m so tired of it all. I don’t know how much longer…