Profound. Without a doubt, profound. You let ME go for it, which (not to be conceited) still blows me away. With what it was and what I put into myself…

That was a stunning display of restraint and refrain, the likes of which I have never and will never experience again. It was a steel reinforced concrete wall, which is g******* ridiculous against me. Amazing. It was a tough pill to swallow, it cut me at the f****** knees but at the same time, I’m floored. She flushed me down the toilet? Me, over that? You are f****** kidding me.

It just blew away. Still does. I was completely drained. 🙂 Which is why even out of spite, I would not give her so much as the time of day. In fact, other than if the chance occurred, other than looking long enough to recognize, I could never even look at her again. Makes me sick. It isn’t in my right, but I still resent her f****** ignorance. Sucking up my energy, (which I did give freely) giving nothing back while giving her time to someone who can’t touch me to save his f****** life? PROFOUND for other reasons, but not the best reasons. Profound none the less. It has stood the test of time. That much I know. On the outside. I am a bit pissed off at other s*** after though too. After. Fuking with me in ways. Other people Fu king with me. Resentment for allowing me to drain myself internally, no replenish, being a greedy c***, I resent it, but I’m still pissed off at the fuckery. I would not give her the time of day in real life.