I know I am going to have a heart attack sometime soon, and I am doing nothing to stop it. I’m actually looking forward to getting it out of the way. I have all of the warning signs (age, obesity, family history). I’m just waiting for that pain in my chest. It will be a relief for me. I only hope that no one is around when it happens – I WANT to go out that way. I want people to find my body laying there. All of my worldy affairs are in order. It’s just a waiting game now.