I love my boyfriend but I don’t think I can spend the rest of my life being ignored. Tonight on the phone I mentioned feeling kind of sad and he just started talking about work. He asked how my day went and then he started yelling about something happening on his end. I need to rush through every thought or just not speak at all because he’s already thinking about what he wants to say instead of hearing me. I’m trying so hard to stay in love but I’m f****** lonely.