I don’t know what I feel right now. Do I feel sad? Jealous? Or just irritated. I have a girl best friend. She is very close with my family and they treat her like a daughter. My family are so close with her and even compare us sometimes. I don’t want to feel it but sometimes I’m so pissed at her. I’m angry with myself too. Why am I like this. She is my best friend but I felt irritated to her sometimes. I feel like I don’t want to be her friend anymore but that is so cruel for the both of us. I love her so much cause she is my bf but why do I feel like this. I don’t want to feel this but I just can’t help it. I feel so left out when she is with us. I don’t want to hate her.