I keep watching transgender porn, and then I obsess about how amazing the transgenders are. They have big dicks. They're smiling. They look like they have - Simply Confess

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I keep watching transgender p***, and then I obsess about how amazing the transgenders are. They have big dicks. They’re smiling. They look like they have great lives. They’re healthy.

And then the focus goes to myself and like, I don’t have anything by comparison at all. By comparison I am like less than worthless. It’s like why am I even alive? I’ve had this feeling brewing for years now. I’ve watched it over time. I tried to go with it, I tried to fight against it, but nothing really helped.

It was just the sad truth that like I’m a worthless piece of trash. This new generation is better than me and they keep getting better and better as the days go by.

It’s not going to stop, it’s going to get worse from here. They’re never going to stop getting better. They don’t have the personality quirks and s*** that I have that ruined my life. All these “social” rules I grew up with that ruined everything. They didn’t have a drop of any of that weighing on them, so they’re all healthy.

There isn’t a place, for people like me to go. I’m just like stuck. It’s like you need a certain amount of approval to begin living at all, but if you don’t have it, you have a long mother f****** road man. Because, at the point I am at now, mid 30s, ain’t nobody give a f*** about me. But somehow I have to try and make it.

I might end up being homeless at some point. My parents keep trying to help me but I have this sensation like they aren’t really helping me like they should be… I dunno it’s like I feel like what I am going through is very serious and very pressing, but they don’t seem to think it’s important or something.

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