I am a married women and I started having these feelings for one of my friend. I love my husband but I can’t stop myself from getting attracted to this friend. I know I am his crush and I also like it when he gives me attention, compliments me, talk to me. I also like talking to him. We recently had a small trip and we were in the same car, I got really excited when he was driving on high speed and I wanted to just hug him or kiss him. I was shocked to realise what I was feeling but yes I felt it. The way he moved the steering wheel, I loved it. I wanted him to touch me like he did to that steering wheel. I always think about how it would feel, if he touched me or kissed me. I want his attention, I want him to compliment me & spend time with me.

I know this is cheating, how am I supposed to stop this. I want this feeling to stop, I will never cheat on my husband, he is my life, but how can I stop this attraction. I also don’t want to loose this friend because he is a very good friend of mine, I can’t tell him these things as I don’t want to spoil my relationship with him.
What can I do, I seriously need help.