I feel that as I get older, I’ll lose more friends and that I’ll never be able to make friends. I keep telling myself that I’ll work on it. I probably won’t, anytime soon. Whenever I start thinking about asking anyone a simple question, my heart starts beating like crazy and then whole time I’m thinking,”Should I? Should I ask them?” I end up not asking them because I’m scared out of my f****** mind. What the f*** is wrong with me?