I am about to smoke weed but I kind of don’t want to… but I’ve been addicted to it so long, and on top of that, my health is like extremely poor. I remember I was younger, like 19, and I smoked a lot of weed, but I quit, but I was able to quit with some level of ease because I was young, a student, I even had a part-time job. I was healthy.

But now, I am 35, and I got nothing going on. Quitting is rough.

Been having health issues… I might go to the doctor finally soon… just not sure what to expect… I am guessing they won’t be able to help, like in the past… but maybe things are severe enough to where something will show up on their labs and stuff…

I have no idea what is wrong with me…