this is totally weird…

Today I had an accident and my mum drove me to he emergency unit. I was so in panic and I was scared as hell and when they gave me this breathing mask, I just started to think about my ex-boyfriend(the emergency unit is near his house so…) It was such a weird feeling. I couldn’t stop thinking about him. It was like I wanted him to be with me. God, why did that happen? I was so scared and I was wishing that he’d somehow appear and I realized we’re already over for 5 months. Why was I thinking about him?