I have been dating my current boyfriend for 9 months, that is a long time at my school. Here’s the thing, another I had a thing with another guy in my grade for a year before that and he officially asked me out for the first time a few weeks before my current boyfriend did, I turned him down. Now he won’t stop messaging me on Facebook telling me I made a mistake and that I am the girl “God put in front of [him] on a silver platter”. He keeps telling me my boyfriend is toxic and that I am addicted to him and to the s**. I’m ashamed to say it, but I believe him sometimes. I love my current boyfriend, but I love the other guy too (and i have for many years). I don’t know what to do anymore…