At the beginning of the month I caught Covid. I was incredibly careful not to spread it.. gloves, mask and lysol on every surface every time I left my room, even using lysol on the toilet seat after every use.
My family went on vacation after I recovered (spent a week caring for a very high maintenance home alone and was excited to see my bf again) and they came home sick. Now I’m stuck in isolation for my birthday. Next weekend my bf booked a hotel room and I don’t know if I should even be going. He doesn’t think he can get his money back. Halloween has gone down the drain – can’t hand out candy from a covid positive home. My favorite holiday. My favorite month. My birthday. Seeing my boyfriend again. Everything has been ruined one after the other.
My mom keeps forgetting to wear a mask. I’m bound to get sick again. I’m heartbroken and alone again.
I can’t afford to take another week off work or I won’t make my car insurance payment. I think I’m going to go to work and just wear a mask.. I don’t get close to people there any way.
I’m so stressed and sad. They are sicker than I ever was.. hacking and coughing the way they are. I’m doomed.
