I hate my life so fucking much. I feel so tired so sick of the world. My parents hate me, my friends, everyone. No one gives a shit about me. I'm on the

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I hate my life so f****** much. I feel so tired so sick of the world. My parents hate me, my friends, everyone. No one gives a s*** about me. I’m on the verge of just ending it all and I can’t take it anymore. I cry myself to sleep every night knowing I don’t care if I wake up or not. I’m so bored. Drained. Exhausted. I don’t know what to do and honestly, I don’t think anything can help. I don’t think anyone even gonna care if I die. I mean seriously would they even shed a f****** tear. Everyone hates including me. I have the way I look, I hate my body, my personality, my face, my hair, my grades, my everything. I hate life so f****** much. I need help but I’m honestly better off being alone. Or dead for that matter. Nothing can help I was just made this way. This is how I was made out to be. I kinda funny how everyone acts as if they care about me like they think I don’t notice them using me, playing me, pretending I’m their little puppet. I’m not stupid. I know what they’re doing and I am so sick of this s***, so f****** sick. I can’t take it anymore, every day I feel like bursting out into tears and I don’t wanna wake up. No one understands me, my parents expect me to be some perfect princess and live up to their expectations. Yk what do I want? I want to be free. I want to just run away and be free. I want to run away with my best friends if they even care for me. I’m not sure but I just wanna run, run away. Be free with them and live the life I’ve always wanted. I wanna skateboard at night with them. Go to the beach everyday, have a little apartment with them, and be free. But people don’t always get what they want, do they? Life is unfair and always will be. I’m not gonna be okay, I’m trying but there’s nothing I can do. Life is s***. Everything is goddamn s***. The world treats you u like s*** and u just gotta deal with it. There’s honestly is nothing you can do about it. Pretend to have a smile on ur face while you’re practically dying inside. And it’s so stupid how no one realizes it. It’s so s*****. Everyone thinks everything is perfect but some people try so hard and still get put down for it. I mean does anyone care for anyone? It’s like no one gives a f*** about anyone’s life and just expects everyone to be perfect, well yk what? F*** that s*** bc it’s not true, nothing is ever true. It’s a lie. Everything. No one cares about you. there’s no point in life if you know you are already going ie one day. It’s so stupid. There literally no point in life bc everyone’s gonna die and nothing gonna matter. But at least you had something to live for.

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