Damn you, Devil Woman. Leave me alone god damnit. I can’t believe I can be blinded by someone so deranged and out of it. I tell myself I love you, but

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Damn you, Devil Woman. Leave me alone god damnit. I can’t believe I can be blinded by someone so deranged and out of it. I tell myself I love you, but when I sit and think all I can think of is how you hurt me. I’ve lost friends because of you, betrayed my finest connections for you. Lived, lied, and almost died for your sorry a**. I pray to god every night that something happens. Something will happen to gain those trusts back, and for you to finally leave me alone. It will never come. God has left me here to deal with my own s*** that I’ve dug into. The depression I’ve fallen into by contemplating your situation and how I feel about you is f****** up my social life. My parents yell at me to cheer up, I can’t pay attention when I’m being spoken to. I can’t stand to do anything but lay in bed or be forced to go somewhere. Devil Woman I hate you. As much as I want to love you I can’t. I wish I could say that to your face. I’ve fallen victim to Polyamory with this woman and she dates another girl and they’re all la dee da perfect and I always feel second base. I’m tired of your stupid love triangle. I’m tired of living with the lies and the false hope. You don’t f****** love me. You just tell me that to keep me around so you can build a false reality of a friend group for your social reject child girlfriend. I’m tired of your s*** Devil Woman. But I can’t say any of this to you. I would never be able to. Because I know the moment I wake up tomorrow morning, I’ll check my phone to see if you’ve texted me. I’m obsessed with you Devil Woman. And I want out. Please.

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