Every other time the same though appears to toy with me.
Thoughs of failing to meet the expectations thrown at me.
Thoughs of missteps that will lead me to a miserable and lonely life.
These thoughts keeps increasing their visits, so does my fear.
As I try to evict these undesirable guests,
there’s no time to deal with them, there’s no one to help me with them, there’s no way to erase them.