Two years ago when I lived with my abusive ex I cheated on him with the manager from my work. My manager had a girlfriend of four years who he was also cheating on, & the entire affair lasted about eight months on & off. It ended in May 2009, & two months ago we met up again & I fucked him twice before we fell out of touch again. I have a new partner who I have been with for almost a year & that I live with. Five days ago my ex called me again, he still has a girlfriend but keeps telling me that my body drives him crazy. I’ve been sending him dirty picture messages & being suggestive but I don’t know what’s going to happen now. The worst thing is that I don’t feel bad that I’m cheating on my partner, I barely even consider it. This morning on the bus I was fantasizing about going down on my ex in his bed. I got so turned on by it that I started to moan. I think he’s so hot, & the s** was always incredible. All other areas of my life are so great at the moment, except for this. I always inevitably end up back here..