a fantasize about strangling my old bestfriend to death, my hands around her neck, squeezing until she goes cold. not like how i strangled her near unconcious everytime we had s**, no, strangled her with the intent of permanence. but i know i would enjoy it all the same as when shed beg me to choke her lifeless during s**, our little roleplay. but ever since she left and betrayed me, i cant help but wish to roleplay for real.