I feel like there is no point in to me being alive anymore.

I gave my youth to this gay planet to try and bring truth to it but it just gets more and more lame everyday.

Everyone is retarded. Can’t tell who the good guys and bad guys are, if there are any.

My family is well intentioned but dumb as rocks.

No hope of finding a female with wisdom or a brain and a soul.

Everyone is fat, stupid and ugly.

The earth has ben poisoned beyond belief.

People are mutilating themselves and their children for the most asinine reasons.

I can’t stay, I can’t go. I have no joy. Little hope.

I wish I could back up to when I was a child, knowing what I know now. I would work just long enough to get free and go find a remote place in the tropics and spend my days like in the Lion King, hakuna matata. Eating magic mushrooms, studying nature, rescuing enough animals in peril til I have a small family to share my time with.

It would be a fairytale. Maybe someday the universe would send me a partner but if not it would be ok because nature offers endless adventure and marvels.

Instead I’m stuck in retard land with little prospect of anything happy.

What kind of lame a** creator sets up a reality like this?

I feel like this world is hell and they only way to enjoy it is to be hopelessly ignorant or completely insane.

My life is so simple and beautiful, but I can’t share it with anyone because noone can handle that kind of simplicity.

So Sad. So evil.