The other night I was at a party and for attention is wrapped a computer mouse cord around my neck and hung myself from the door handle of my friends friend apartment. I feel terrible about it and would never kill my self for real I just got scared because I revealed to these really yappy people personal things about me and my boyfriend and to make sure they didnt say anything I threatened to kill myself. I feel awful about it but im living with the factbthat on that night I drank vodka straight!!! Ill never do that again!!!