people call me lex.
I’m the shy girl in my high school, the one of which sits alone and would rather read a book than have a friend. It’s not that I’m ugly nor weird, but I just shut everyone out; however, with recent events I must vent to someone, and since I have no one, I will ‘confess’.
about a month or two ago I was sitting at the library eating my lunch when a stranger walked up to me, he was handsome with brown wavy hair and so I said hello. we chatted online after that each day until he had to move away, that’s when things changed. He had threatened me to do things for him or he would kill me; I did not submit to anything however and he seemingly vanished for a week. When he returned he sent me alarming photos and videos of my self naked, though iv’e never shown anyone beneath my clothing. He had hacked my web camera on my laptop and recorded me dressing.
he threatened to post the videos on p********** websites unless I did a list of degrading tasks; such as send pictures and videos of myself m***********. and he would post a video every ten minutes I did not; stupidly I agreed. I did the tasks as they went, only digging the hole deeper for myself as I went. I refused to alert police, as to what everyone would say about the quite girl. I tried to kill myself, being so that i was disgrace, and failed. I was sent to a hospital for the mentally unstable and was released early on a count of something ‘he’ had done. A police officer had pulled him over for a faulty license plate, and with a search of his car found rope, lubricant, a knife, a gun, and a map to my house. he was released with a slap on the wrist, though he has a restraining order on me. I’m terrified that will, one day, not be enough to save me.
Thank you for reading my confession,
Lex