I’m so anxious all the time. I wind up pacing back and forth and blaming myself for every small mistake. They say you are your own worst critic. I think for me this is so so true. in the end, I am the one who always brings myself down, but I’ve struggled with this problem since 5th grade and I’m a freshman in college now. I am SO SICK of self loathing all the time. The endless nights of crying myself to sleep. Of feeling like I want to die but at the same time not because I care too much about my family and my boyfriend. I’m caught in the middle and I feel like I’m drowning all the time. It’s something that’s slowly been getting worse. Sigh