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i consider myself an extremely kind person, i go out of my way to really help the people that matter to me, and i have no greater happiness then knowing i can make the people that matter to me feel as though they have at least one person that genuinely wants to care for them with no intention of getting any gain out of it. but at the same time i also get weird thoughts about how if i killed myself, i could mentally f*** so many people up that treasure me. i dont think id ever end it, but its a weird thought to have, considering how much effort i put into doing the opposite of hurt them. maybe its a weird roundabout way of being happy that i know there are people that care for me?

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