So I got caught again last night abusing my birdie. Mother says that it’s not a toy for me to play with. She doesn’t allow that under her roof.

I had my pajamas completely off and I was bare. I was under the covers rubbing it. It was really hard. Mother came in and pulled the covers back and there was my bird all hard and erect.

So I was put over her knee and paddled. I promised to be good but Mother say she is going to have me fixed. She is taking me to the doctor for examination. Then she is going to circumcise my bird. A nurse told her that is what I need. I don’t know maybe it’s right. I want to be good but I can’t. I am addicted to rubbing my birdie until gets so hard it turns purple.